I honestly felt really sad when the time came and I had to leave. I hated the fact that I will no longer be with my team, be part of hopeship or even have my family and siblings around. When I left and finally landed in Abu Dhabi, I was blessed and happy like never before. I honestly never felt that blessed, because I realized and saw everything I have done since 3 years in one day through the people who surrounded me. Their advices, wishes, captions and most importantly how much you guys believed in me.
The most challenging thing that I faced was creating a challenge for myself to learn a lesson and be positive for one whole month and it felt SO good knowing how strong you can be. I have always believed ini positivity and how it changes a person's life.. I still do and I know it's the greatest weapon any hero can carry.
Maybe people who were always around me felt that I have changed since I came here. I would like to confess that I did, but not in a bad way. Being alone, opening a new page and moving to a completely new environment helped me discover myself even more. I used to be that person who is loaded with work and never gave herself an opportunity to enjoy or do anything else, but here it's all different. All I did was seeking joy and happiness and showing myself how life really felt like. I even needed to move away from everything negative because the slightest negative thing effected me in a bad way.
The most thing that I honestly needed and did work with me was carrying my ethics and believes and growing them even stronger in me. Being all alone means you make all the decisions by yourself and no one gets to interfere or tell you anything.. It is just you and what you learn from everything that you do.
Learning a new language itself is really challenging, sometimes you feel you are going so well and sometimes you feel you are just not good at it. The fun part of it is that you are doing something new and something FUN! I started to love french and enjoy the language.
I still miss all the work I used to do but I believe in the team that I left behind and I am sure that they will make me and the whole of Bahrain proud. ( @HopeshipBH )
I can talk about this experience forever because there are lots and lots of lessons that I face everyday. I tried to gather up the most important ones's and write them.
Finally, I would like to introduce myself to you all :
My name is Maryam Baslar. I am 18 years old. A young bahraini passionate student studying in Paris Sorbonne University Abu Dhabi. I am in my first year, I study french and I will start my major next year. Proud founder of the raising team and family Hopeship. My story is under construction, its an incomplete success story. I promised Bahrain to raise her name up so high and that's what will happen very soon... & I am unstoppable.
* I will keep on posting whatever I experience in my instagram as usual ; @MaryamBaslar.
A BIIIG thank you to all the people behind this, my parents and all my dear ones.
We will make you proud boss ♥
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